Moving... On .... And forward...

I'm moving. Moving in many directions. Physically, emotionally, spiritually.

Physically I am moving out of the apartment I have lived in for 7 years. While the last 2 I have been dying to get out of here, I recently became a little emotional about it. I sit here in an almost empty place. The reason for moving is for wonderful amazing reasons. I'm getting married and we are buying a house. I am starting my life with the man of my dreams and we are going to start our family. This apartment was the first thing I did all on my own. I had a great job and was ready to be on my own. The day they called and told me it was mine was insane I cried. I was so proud of myself. So while I am so excited for Louie and I to have our home I am saying goodbye to a part of me. Seems lame to be emotional about it, but I am feeling a little bittersweet.

Emotionally I am moving in a direction I am so proud of . I am healthy, I am active and maybe the happiest I have ever been. I am worth the hard work and effort it is taking to get here. Realizing that took a long time. Eating healthy and exercise is now a part of my life and who I am. Not just a reason to lose weight. Running and crossfit have transformed me. I am getting stronger and healthier every day. Strong and healthy physically as well as mentally. I can't wait to see where I go from here!

Spiritually I am missing something. But I think it's profound to see this. I am not looking to necessarily join a church or religion , but I am looking for some spiritual growth in some way. I need it. I am on a mission to find it.

Moving and moving on is so important. We can not stay the same or in the same place.

I am in a great place, I have so many ideas and dreams I want to accomplish. I am so looking forward to my life and my dreams.